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I'm not perfect, but I'm the lesser of this generations’ evils. We’ve been raised in a society that’s not always done their best but in certain parts has tried their very hardest to maintain high standards and make us into something, the rest of them made us into the wrong thing. This generation believes that to leave your imprint on the world we have to fuck and fight our way into an early grave, this generation believes alcohol is a substantial part of a healthy breakfast, this generation smokes so much weed we see the video game characters we play on street corners and in the faces of our peers. We’re a generation raised on bad news who at the best of times feels so neglected they turn to spitting lies or lyrics for attention. We build rocket ships and planes because we hate wherever we are but we can’t get away from ourselves fast enough and far enough. I’m twenty years old set in the mind-frame of myself when I first picked up a gameboy and discovered pokemon, I can’t take compliments because I was raised on playground insults. I live for books and superheroes with superpowers and scifi and twists in reality because I want to believe in something more, I’m part of a generation bleached geek tan white by technology. I love music because it reminds me that at some point, and again there will be, so much more than this. You probably haven’t heard the music that I listen to, unless you think back hard enough in your childhood, but your parents have. I spend money on anime, books, music, clothes, shoes, bags. I spend more money on pokemon, my DS, my blackberry, apple related things, game related things and tattoos than I do on food. I’ll always spend money on tattoos, potato waffles, piercings, and my Wesley bass. Tattoos, piercings, my hair, having clothes with odd sleeves and hats with ears on are just one of the ways I try to make myself not part of the crowd. Primark, GAME, CEX, Topshop, River Island and H&M are my weapons of choice when it comes to camouflaging myself in war-paint. We’re the middle generation, the past generation had a plan and in the upcoming years in the future that plan will come into fruitation, making us a waste, which makes us want to get wasted. Our next generation will grow thick skin to deal with the mess that we’ve left behind. Still, I’m not so bad. My life right now pretty much consists of intense highs in which everything is one long, messy party. And then afterwards comes the quiet, content slumber than can only happen when you're stoned in someones arms. My perfect job would be Nurse Joy in a Pokemon Center. Whenever people visit me and come into my room, they’re always suprised by the sheer amount of books and movies I have that I’ve read and watched, but never the large amount of games that I own. I like to believe that I will be eligable to become a teacher regardless of my large amounts of tattoos and piercings. I'd like to beleive the world can change its expectations. Everybody dies, but not everybody lives. You may not agree with the way that I live my life, it doesn't add up to what you had planned for me, or I don't meet up to your specific social standards, but I'm going to leave a memory in the stars and imprint on the rock bottom this earth, be it fame or infamy.

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